||[May. 15th, 2006|12:07 am]
where've you been lately ?
your head is somewhere else.
you're in and out of the doctor,
and yet you continue to reach for your pack of marlboro lights.
on the bright side you quit smoking pot for real this time, right ?
it's always for real this time, isn't it.
it made you puke last weekend.
because you tanked your beers as usual.
you can't handle the drug overload, honey.
you used to.
but you're far from where you used to be.
blame the coked up "best" male friend you were so in love with.
rolling in the high life.
in and out of seratonin bursts.
you just need help, don't you ?
here's a cigarette.